Come on, skinny love

if you’re reading this, that means you have already gotten surprise number one. And i hope you love it, and mind you i had this all prepared weeks ago and i’ve been anxious to give it to since. Your next surprise will be on Saturday (i hope) so be prepared because it is something just as sweet as you. :)

You really do deserve all your surprises because you have made me feel absolutely wonderful and loved and now it’s time for you to feel that. You are incredible.  I very much mean it when i say those three words that do a sorry job describing how just how much I have  fallen for you; I love you baby!

Ps- Everything on this page is literally over the course of two years, most likely. and i know it’s not really a big deal but it’s important to me because it took me forever to go through all of them and tag them, and alot of these things are everything i never found the right time to say to you. and well, now you get to see.

PPS click on that link to read more, & be advised i wrote that a while ago, but waited to post after you got your first surprise. 

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Today I hung out with da baby and we got lunch and looked at cute puppies and creepy snakes and went to target and such and it was just fun. He makes me laugh and I had fun today with him. O and I got ice cream and it is the best. Oh and I haven’t straightened my hair in a week because my boyfriend likes it better wavy and so do I, Weee

matt makes me the happiest. 

dacan i talk about how great my boyfriend has been lately? i don’t care i’m going to anyways, because this is my blog. 

My boyfriend has been such a confidence booster for me lately, and it really makes me so happy, and lately he’s been.. i dunno different from how i remember. But I absolutely love it. he makes me happy, he makes me laugh, i’m so comfortable around him, he brings up my self esteem, he’s sweet, he’s funny, he drives me insane sometimes but i love it. 

It feels so great to have a positive person in your life. 

haaynicole:

i miss matt already. i have to go to sleep tonight alone, with no one to talk to you, or annoy or just be there. i have to wake up tomorrow and look at my wall, not look over and see matt. ~sigh, i got all comfy and whatnot spending every moment with him the past three days.

my weekend with matt was amazinnnnng.

we left saturday and got there, and i was already happy.then we drove around town to look for a place to get some food, so we drove around forever and got wendy’s. saturday was our first night sleeping together :) sunday we went to out of africa and it was so much fun and it was hot out and i got sunburned but i dont care, we got to see tiger splash and the lions eat, and a lion roared at us. it was so cool, and we got panda, and went back to the hotel. and we showered, and went grocery shopping, and i wanted to go swimming but the water at the hotel was kinda cold. Monday, we went walking around uptown, and we got elk jerky and all sorts of fudge, and we just walked around and checked out all the stores, then we got lunch and went back to the hotel and just watched tv the rest of the day, and ordered pizza and the pizza guy was rude, but it was so much fun just being there with matt. 

and today we came back home, and i already miss my boyfriend. i got used to sleeping with him at night, and waking up to him every morning. 

Aprhaaynicole:

i can’t even begin to describe how happy i have been lately. Things with matt have been, ah so new and different lately and I love it. It’s like we’re a new couple and alot closer, and mature together. It’s amazing how we were able to pull through this and still be here. And all i want to do is…